May. 21st 2012

Mondays... Everybody hates mondays, and i understand why. The weekend is sadly over and everyone is just too fucking tired for anyones bullshit on mondays. Luckily this Monday I don't have to deal with any annoying people if I don't want too, since its of course : MAY LONG FUCKING WEEKEND. I havn't done anything productive what so ever this weekend other than somewhat help Joe move, which I didn't neccesarily do much, i only 'strongly suggested' that things go a certain way, since im working on not ordering people around and telling them what to do, im trying to use my words without getting angery.. since I'm trying to change as a person, and start over things that i've been doing wtihout actually starting over somewhere new. I don't know how well its working out, I don't think anyone has even noticed that I'm trying to change.. Oh well, guess its not that important, no matter how much i think it is.

Im in desperate need to download new music, well maybe not 'new' music , just new to my ipod music :3 So at this very moment, im downloading every single song by Kid Rock & than im going to listen to every single song and wait for Joe to get up. I think he said he wanted to get up at 1 today, i highly doubt that he actually wants to get up, i think hes just saying that to make me happy, im sure when it comes down to it being 1, he will ask for another half an hour, than another half an hour, so on and so forth. lol Oh well, I'm sure I'll survive my own company again.

Its raining outside, well actually it may have stopped but its really wet looking out there... Its only 10 right now. Im debating on actually just going to go have a shower and get my shit together before Joe gets up, but I'm sure he will want to have a shower with me, so i might as well just wait.

I'm excited to see Isaiah today, well thats if Joe is okay with me seeing him again today :) I don't know what we would be doing with him today since Joe doesn't live in town and we wouldn't have enough time to bring him all the way out to Joe's moms house than all the way back. We possibly could bring him to my house again, but we will just have to see how my moms doing today. Isaiah is the cutest thing on earth. I really hope I can keep being apart of his life.