I wasn’t going to write in here today , but since I’m waiting for Joe to have his smoke, i might as well ( : .
I stayed up until about 2 in the morning talking to him last night ( : , He’s a really nice guy , i think i can find myself really liking him. ( : , He a sweetheart , funny, and outgoing, not to mention quite good looking. Its nice getting to know him, we tend to have stuff in common. Which is nice ( : . Usually the guys i go after , we don’t really have anything in common. So if i start really liking Joe, than it may be a better thing for me, since we do have stuff in common. I love being able to joke around about stuff with him, without him getting defensive or anything like that . Its almost like a dream. (:
TJ and i had a big fight last night , I’m done with him. He treats me like shit, and expects me to just let it fly by . I don’t think so, he’s emotionally hurt me. And he’s done things that i will not forget, or get over. I don’t usually ever hold grudges , but i cant take it this time.
Back of my mind: I usually go after the assholes, don’t i. I really hope this routine changes, I’m 99% sure that Joe isn’t like any of them.
School starts back up tomorrow ! UGH , its not that i hate school or anything , its actually really easy for me .. ha-ha, but its the sitting there while people around me don’t get it , and i’m almost CONSTANTLY tutoring and helping other people do their work. Its not that i don’t like helping them, its just they rely on me more than learning from the teacher. Yes i may explain it better because i get the work. But its the fact that they fuck around in class while a teacher is teaching and than i have to be the one who’s taking notes and RE-EXPLAINING it to them afterwards lol.
Im not going to take a picture of myself today , even though i usually doo.. hahah , just look and feel like shit today . Anyways , i hope tomorrow goes as well as im expecting it will ( :
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