January . 9th . 2011

Heeee loveerrs me ( : !! Its so exciting . He makes me the happiest person ever. ( : His brother is freaking me out a bit though. Anyways I’ll be able to see him soon enough .

Today i went to matts house to see him and his new place plus his girlfriend who is pregnant and is due next month. Its pretty awesome actually , he lives in Armstrong.

We have Cloe now, cutest dog ever. Hopefully it works out , skittles is already getting used to the idea, but he is hanging around me more than ever . School is tomorrow, I'm waiting for me to get this “surgery” over with. So i can move on with my life. And continue to have a future with Joe , I really think we have a good chance of being together for a long time ( = .

I dont have much to say today, im really tired. AND THATS ONE OF THE THINGS I CANT WAIT TO GET RID OF. I hate being tired all the time, its the stupid pregnancy. I want to be excited to be having a baby but its a pain in my ass right now. Im way to young and i deserve to be happy since im only a teenager. I want to beable to have normal friends, family, and heartbreakers. I want to have a baby when im older and i have a full education and be excited. But for the time right now, its not exciting at all. ( : Other than my boobs getting really big, That’s the only upside to this thing… i also hate being fucking horny all the time, its sooo weird. Annnd it makes talking to people so much more fun tho, im pretty sure Joe is amused for the time being.