Today i woke up at like 5. Got my brother Kobe out of bed, woke up my mom . And than we eventually got Ashton out of bed , I had to make coffee though . lol, We opened presents too obviously . Well i just some surprising newss.. i dont know what im going to do .. honestly , i really should put some thought into it . And aparently if i make a certain decision than someone has threatened to kill themselves . Or at leave not help, and run away . Honestly from my point , i wouldnt care if they didnt help me . It will be sad that they arn’t there but , its not their decision on what i do , its mine. Amanda is giving me great advice, and i love her for that. She has already been through what i might have to go through . I am somewhat watching the new twilight movie that i got for christmas; eclipse. Ohh i have to make a doctors appt for next week , i cant forget . I think my mom is upset with me , well maybe more worried and confused than upset . But im not sure , i know she will support my decision , i dont know about randy though .. im more worried about what he would think than my own fathers thoughts . I still neeed to look into things. We shall see what happends .(: All i know right now, is that im really tired and i got a headache .
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