Well today im going to go to the walk in clinic and see what happens, it would probably be more better if i waited to go to my family doctor on the 4th . But i can’t wait , i want any possible “answers” as i can, I know im not saying much about it on here. But im not ready to admit it to the world just yet. Trust me, it might even be sooner than i would think. LOL . Im all dressed up, hair , and makeup. I want to feel pretty today, Because the past couple days .. iv felt like complete SHIT. and i really just want to feel like a nice looking girl today, instead of the troll looking one that i feel inside.
My mom is taking this quite lightly .. with my decision i didn’t think she would. But we are more worried about how Randy is going to react than anything.. Im not sure, the one thing i don’t him to do.. is just get up and leave. Im sure thats what my mom is worried about as well . I want things to go smoothly .. all we have to do is get over this “telling people” hump and we will go from there. But we are still slowly working our way up the MOUNTAIN first .
I swear i look somewhat like a fish in this picture, trust me i look better in person. (:
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